icried painful tears last night.
it's been a while since idid that.
do you understand what kind of tears imean?
the kind where.. you can't catch yr breath.
so it's just sharp blasts of breath trying to get into yr lungs.
and you gasp.
and the tears keep coming.
you feel so utterly pathetic that you want to scream.
and you want to hit yr head off the wall,
(in an oh so cliche over dramatic actress kind of way)
bette davis you might say.

but last night.
iran out of tears.
and iwas completly emotionless afterwards.

ididnt want to care about anything anymore.